I want to die a russian death

So I was on the phone about 2 and half hours with my friend Jeremy tonight. We talked about lots of things, but then he died a Russian death. Now I want to as well. Who will be my Neville Chamberlain and appease me? Oh wait, I'd have to die a German death for that. So i also have music on my mind
Kiss From a Rose-Seal
You're my kind-Santana ft. Seal
Shady Business-The Audition
Gift of Paralysis-Envy on The Coast
Let's Dance to Joy Division-The Wombats

I am digging the Marine animal.... ya know the one that the eskimos batter with bats
I think its called a SEAL
I will always love Santana
because he never sings... he's so awesome others do it for him.

I have a cyber stalker...ssh don't tellz n0b0dy...isz scared outta meh mind.
her n4me isz alysia mora.... shesz a sc4ry goyle.
Fuck I can't stand to type like those typical myspace girls... makes me wish I was a catholic nun with a ruler standing over them typing... that would be awesome. Wikity whack attack with the ruler. Its time for a victory schreech if that ever happen. people would ask if that was a hawk they heard, and i will answer no that was my victory schreech and do it over again. Thats how awesome being dumb girls with a ruler would be. hmm.... I sound like a sadist. Which I am definately not. I am too sympathetic. God Damn it... :]

Everytime you come around
you just look me up and down
then you try to hold my hand
im confused no i dont understand

you can call me 6 times
still i wont pick up the phone
you can spend all your money on me
I still will say
you can take all day confessing to me
that I am the girl of your dreams
i never looked at you that way
I always thought you were gay
-Secret, By the Veronicas.
A good way to end this blog

Crush Rush

What can I say I am a teenage girl, same hormones and gossip as everyone else. I have tons of crushes too. Don't act surprised. Just cause I am the way I am doesn't mean I dont have a heart. Too bad the outside doesn't attract the boys and The inside doesn't keep them. Well, except for my guy friends but its not like that with them. They are like brothers. And that one guy who has been checking me out since december needs to do something. seriously. while his looks aren't what other people would call attractive, his smile makes my heart beat a million times a minute. I had to make the first move, now will he make the second one... please? stop teasing me with that smile.